One fall Leaf....

So, this is how I am feeling lately....

One fall leaf, blowing in the wind.
May be a beautiful sight to see.....
Exploring, discovering the world around
moving from place to place,
Never feeling the ground.
Longing for the comfort of the tree....

I think that I realized at a young age how different my family is. There really is no connectedness - no bond. I guess that happens in families that divorce. It does not fill my craving though. It leaves me feeling raw and exposed, for so many years. Like when I am at church and the song is "Families Can Be Together Forever." Ouch! I do not usually bring up my pain.... but it helps to express it.
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